:: THE DIARY OF... INEZ
April 27, 2007 : 13:40
How come the world won't stop spinning
now that you're gone?
I know ev'ry end has beginnings,
but this one's so wrong
So wrong, so wrong
Caught in the middle, wrong place, wrong time
And I'm hopelessly missing you, and I can't stop deny
Nothing's fair anymore,
and I know there's a better place;
and I'll never stop dreaming of you
Ooooh
How come the world won't stop spinning
Now that you're gone?
Oh, yeah
I know ev'ry end has beginnings,
but this one's so wrong,
so wrong
How can the seasons keep changing
since you disappeared?
Oh yeah
Tell me, how come the world won't stop?
How come the world won't stop?
For my sweet, sweet grandfather; Ger, who lost the fight with cancer yesterday moring.
December 8, 2006 : 20:00
Today, one of the most special cats in the world, Van Zonderen died. He was our big half Norwegian forestcat. The last couple of days he stopped eating and drinking, the vet couldnt really tell what was going on, and gave us pills for him and told us to come back in a few days if he didnt get any better. After a few days, Van Zonderen got worse, I got back to the vet and they kept him there for an iv and a special lamp to keep him warm. At 19:30 we had to come back. He told us that it didnt look good and that Van Zonderen didnt get any better, in fact he got a little worse. He told us we had to decide to keep him alive or not. he also told us, that if we kept him alive and tried other things, he prob wouldnt make it trough the night. It were some hard moment for my mom and me, and we decided we didnt want him to suffer anymore if he didnt get better. So we, and also our dog Robie who had a great band with Van Zonderen said goodbye to Van Zonderen. Alot of tears. Then he got 3 (!) injections to get him to sleep. Only after the 3rd injection he got into a deep sleep. Because of his bad bloodcirculation the first 2 didnt work well. When he was deep asleep he got 'the' injection. After a few moments he was gone.
Its kind of weird that you can cry that many tears over a cat, but he was so special. Just like all our other cats.
He will be missed. Alot
November 10 20, 2006 : 19:53
New lay!! feat me and the horse Kanjer. Riding on the beach... one of the best things to do to in the whole world!!! ^-^
Inez
ps, credits here
October 20, 2006 : 22:38
Pfff i am mad! This evening my mom and I went to the cinema, in a city close to my hometown. So we went by train. We placed our bikes, locked to eachother with an extra lock (so that makes 3 locks in total) at the bike placing thing at the central station. (you feel it coming?) So we come back after the movie, around 22:00. They were gone! Our bikes were gone! And more people were looking around, because their bikes were gone too. I am so mad. Its like... stealing somones car for us. We dont own a car, the bikes are all we have! I cannot bring around the newspapers anymore, my mom cant go to work... The thieves have no idear what they have done. Thankgod the bikes are insured... But still.... I found my special bags to put the newspapers in some streets later..
Puh
October 01, 2006 : 16:52
New lay! Featuring Roos and her horse Figor! What a amazing couple! Lovely to see! (Hopefully I can once make a layout like this with me in it. lol) Credits here!
Not much more to share with you all!
September 30, 2006 : 18:06
Hello! New layout is on its way. This grey one is just too ..grey. *lol*
Been to the ranch again on tursday, for a school project. But after the project-talking, but there was also some time left to ride Harry. I was great as always. ;) I'm also going to enter in the halloween evening that is gonna be held on October 13rd. I'll have to get dressed into something scary (any suggestions are welcome!), and will enter in the Pleasure and Freestyle Reining on Harry. Pictures will be made! ;)
I don't have anything else to share, i hope I can make some new art very soon. At the moment I am just soo busy with school. -.-
September 23, 2006 : 19:01
But my skin is thick
And my mind is strong
I am built like my father was
I've done nothing wrong
So free me
I just wanna feel what life should be
I just want enough space to turn around
And face the truth
So free me
When are you gonna realize
You're just wrong
You can't even think for yourself
Can't even make up your minds
So my mind's a jail
I hate the whole goddamn human race
What the hell do you want from me
Kill me if you just don't know
Or free me
I just wanna feel what life should be
I just want enough space to turn around
'Cause you're all fucked
Some day maybe you'll treat me like you"
September 18, 2006 : 19:00
Today I heard this funny thing On Radio 2. And im gonna try it here on my website. Full credit goes to Radio 2.
My Day!
My news of the day is...
... that i went riding with a horsecart and it went alright!
The waeter...
... was pretty good!
The radio is on...
... Q music
The news of the day is...
... that i went riding with a horsecart and it went alright!
I would collect money today for...
... The national cancer fund
The best moment of the day was...
... when Zwingly and I on the cart went trough the parcours in trot.
I forgot too ...
... give a friend her ring back
I got so tired today from...
... the people in the train complaning about everyting
Next to my bed is lying...
... remote control from the TV
Tonight I am going to...
... watch CSI and do some work for school
September 13, 2006 : 09:35
Mood: bored
Thinking: Two more hours!
MSN: -
In Real: Nathalie
Listening: -
Eating: -
Drinking: -
New lay! I am at school at the moment.. We came at school for 2 hours of maths, but when we got in the classroom we heard that the teacher was ill. So we had 2 free hours and I decided to put up this layout that I made some weeks ago! What do you think of the song? Credits can be found on the credits page!
xxx Inez
August 30, 2006 : 20:52
My awsome father fixed my computer! It works fine again! No, you dont bring your broken mac to the apple-store, you bring it to my father. *lol*
xxx Inez
August 10, 2006 : 14:40
Mood: good!
Thinking: *sings*
MSN: Verena
Listening: Alicja Janosz - I'm still alive
Eating: -
Drinking: -
New lay! More summer-ish! credits here. Feat Harry of the Sandy Road Ranch!
August 06, 2006 : 10:52
Mood: Veyyyyy good!
Thinking: I won an iPod!!!
MSN: Grandparents
Listening: Diana Krall - Lets Fall In Love
Eating: Bread with eggs
Drinking: Milk
Hopefully my computer gets fixed today! I brought it to my dad (where i am now), and he is hopefully gonna make it work again.
So, a week without omputer. It was pretty nice. lol. I cleaned and sorted out this huge closet we have in the house, where we, 6 years ago, stuffed all kind of things in and closed the door to forget about it. lol. I found things that I didnt kow we had, But the most things I found where pictures. LOTSA pictures! From me as a baby, vacations etcetra. I even found the photoalbum form the wedding from my parents, wich, because my parents are divorsed I never saw before! It was nice to see that!
So yesterday I used the computer from my dad to check my mail and all. Then on MSN someone said congrats to me for winning the ipod! I was all cunfused because I had nbo idear what she was talking about. lol Turned out I won the iPod Nano at Anastacia's clothingline website! I'm so happy! The great thing is that my old mp3 player is broken for motnhs now, and I really wanted a iPod Nano, but it was pretty expensive! And now I won one. I am really happy :) So thanks to the people at AnastaciaBysOliver.de!
July 30, 2006 : 12:42
Mood: Ok!
Thinking: Damn!
MSN: Kimmy
Listening: Anastacia - Live At Last DVD
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Just a short note that coming week I won't be updating or anything, because my computer doesn't work anymmore. 0_0. I hoppe next week it will be fixed. And i'm sooo gona save money for an iBook Pro. *lol*
July 28, 2006 : 15:00
Mood: Lazy!
Thinking: 'Vote for me here please' lol
MSN: Lois, MJ, my dad
Listening: Anastacia - Dream On
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: SiSi no Bubbles
Currently I am waiting for my new phone! It will be brought between 12:00 and 18:00. I ordered a new one because my old phone is.. well, old. The battery could only hold for one day, and even shorter when i actually used it, like calling. *lol* I searched for a long time for a nice phone, and came out at the Nokia 7370. Love that one!
Tomorrow I am going to apply for a new job! It's a simple job, sales woman at a large furniture shop. I hope they hire me, Could use the extra money. :) And besides, I think it will be a nice job. So, fingers crosed!
I added tow new affiliates, Fer and Kristin :)
July 25, 2006 : 16:34
Mood: Bored!
Thinking: Nothing [lol]
MSN: Ilse
Listening: Shakira - Hips don't lie
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Yes Yoghert drink
Pfjew, i'm bored today. I had absolutely nothing to do, so I just orgonized my computer a bit, I have to say that I don't really notice the difference yet. *lol*
So, I cannot tell you what i did today, cuz I didnt do a thing. I had a real lazy vacation day today. I got up, brought around the newspapers, got back home, went to bed again [its 6:30 when i'm back ;)], got up around 10, and then I just sat, watched some TV, readed a book and sat some more. And that's sooo not me! Mostly I always have something to do, I go away or something. But a day like this is nice for a change.
So, now you know what I did on this lazy day, hope you have a more active one!
xxx Inez
p.s., Oh i did one thing! I added lots of new photo's to my portifolio, check it out!
July 21, 2006 : 19:14
Mood: Very happy!
Thinking: 'I'm melting awayy, on this sunny dayy!'
MSN: Verena, Kimmy and Melanie (loool, always laughing with that girl)
Listening: Anastacia - Like Ice In The Sunshine
Eating: A Kiwi
Drinking: Sisi No Bubbles
New lay! Credits on the left side from this page! I also updates the whole content! Menu also on the left side for that, The Content and my Portifolio are 2 different pages now, have a look!
Vacation time! yay, I always like the summer holidays! And this summer is even better, because I am going to Austria this year, to visit one of my best friends, Verena. I cannot wait till I'm there! On the other hand, a little scared too. lol But I think that will be over once I'm there! Cool thing is that while I'm there, Anastacia's clothing line will be released! So we can go shopping together! :):)
Weird weather over here in The Netherlands. We went from the authumn to hot summer! It's mostly around 35 degrees here at the moment. I like hot weather, so I am not complaining. Only at nights, its hard to sleep when it's so warm. (And when your not used to it, its not every year that we have this weather this long, but again, I am not complaining ;-)).
I don't really have much to share! Just that I am enjoying my lovely summer vacation, and that I cannot wait to go to Austria August 16! :-D
July 8th, 2006 : 21:28
I tought it was time for a blog-entry. ;) Today I went to Neef (horse that I ride once a week), and I went riding outside. Again. I loved it, he weas very relaxed, something that he is normally not when i take him riding outside. He even walked by a running tracktor without freakin out! I'm proud of him! :) I made some nice pictures of him, I will show you them in my next update! For all who don't know, Neef (original name Neoliet) is a Royal Dutch Warmblood, he is 11 years old. He's a really sweet horse, loves attention and is always very happy.
Today I really felt that we are getting a band, thats always special :)
Tomorrow I go back to The Sandy Road Ranch, the ranch where I spend my 10 weeks of training period for school.! Why I was there, a horse named bella was pregnant, but I missed the moment when she gave birth.. Tomorrow I'll go see her and her stallion filly! I'm really exited to go back! I had the most amazing 10 weeks, and I really dont like it that I live so far away from it! (3 hours by train) I hope i can get my driving license soon, so that I can drive there, then it will take me 1,5 hours. I will makes some pics of the filly, and upload them! :)
I will also tell something about my horses-'addiction'. I'm riding horses for almost 10 years now. 7 years I used to ride dreassge and jumping. The english style. But after those 7 years I switched to western riding. I like it way more! :) Neef btw, is a dreassge horse, and I ride dreassge with him. (Altough I go outside with him most of the time lol) So, i'm not all like, against the english style, but im 100% sure that I will riding western for the rest of my life. My favorite thing it to go riding outside. Just love that. :)
This was all for now,
xxx Inez
July 5th, 2006 : 14:49
Heeey! Long time no seen! ^^ New layout up! brushes credits can be found here
Alot of things happend while I didnt update! One thing, I am 18 now! June 12th was my birthday! :) I had a great day with family and friends! :)
I also had my trainingsperiod for school. This time I went to a small ranch in a place called Ee. The ranch is called The Sandy Road Ranch. I had a great time, I never had such a great time at a training-stable! *wants to go back* I made lots of picutes, I'll put some on the site soon! :)
April 16, 2006 : 11:054
Happ easter everybody!! :)
A new layout today, feat. Anastacia in her videoclip for Heavy On My Heart. I love that video. :) Credits can be found in the credit section. What do you think of this layout?
April 14, 2006 : 17:06
Hello! Some new artwork for you! First of all a wallpaper feat. Anastacia. I like this one, the picture from Anastacia is just awsome. So go over to Portifolio >> Wallpapers [Anastacia] to view it!
the I also added 2 blends from Anastacia. 'No Longer heavy On Her Heart' and 'Survivor Chick'. These 2 are pretty old, (I made them ages ago) I found them on a CD, and thought I'd post them! Enjoy!
xxx Inez
PS, credits can be found on the creditds page ;)
March 22, 2006 : 16:55
Hello! Again a new layout! Verena made me this cute layout! ^ ^
I've also added some new things to the site, just look around to what's re-newed. ;) I'm also working on some pages.
I do not have much to share at the moment. I will make some new art soon. ;)
February 19, 2006 : 19:30
Plugs: Chrisi
Hi! A new layout! Featuring Piper & Leo from the TV Hit-show Charmed! Texture used from Greeneye! I founf the image from the rose with Google-imagesearch! The music that you hear is from Seal, with their song 'Kiss From A Rose'. I hope you like this layout! I do, it's simple, but good. :)
Saturday I went to s stable in the place Zeewolde, together with my sis. She rides a horse there 2 times a week. An owner from another horse asked my sister if she knew somebody for her horse, also for 2 days a week. Me! :) So saturday I went there with my sister to see the horse. Its a Royal Dutch Warmblood and listens to the name Neoliet. He is really a cute horse! He was happy the whole time. I soon will make some pictures. Wednesday I go again, and then also the owner will come, and then I\ll hear if I can ride him 2 times a week.
I have to stop now.
See you later!